Good things dont last forever.

mann, time to spill it all out since i wont be going back on here till God knows when haha. i guess the statement does mean… what it actually means, “good things dont last forever.” i guess its like a pair of jordans. just when you think your gonna keep em looking fresh forever, theres something that happens to it; yellowing, cracking, squeeking, SEPERATION. idk, its whatever you think could make em not last??

ok. so enough with the metaphors. really, my life has had its up and downs; from family to friends to… yea, 99 problems. but why does this always happen to me? i always find a nice female who SEEMS to like what i offer, and BAM! “walanah!” i gave my heart, time, and damn straight i gave my effort. i did things id never catch myself doing unless i was with you. i invested it all and i came up short, AGAIN. i mean, i guess i blame this all on me. yea you said that you werent looking for anything, but i still intended on pushing the situation, and i guess i pushed it to the point where everything just disappeared. i gave all my time, effort, and i stood my ass here cause i didnt wanna lose you. but i guess i slipped. i slipped too hard to a point i slipped from you, we always talked about the future this and the future that, but i guess i should have concentrated on the present…