bored and confused… not a good combination

so im sitting in class bored as fuck wishin i ws eatin with the niggas instead of sitting here an listening to this boring asss sociology lecture, as always. for every class its the same damn thing; lecture, take notes, do the hand out at the end of class, and turn it in next clas… unless he cancels it last minute. not only am i bored of being in the class but im confused. confused not only on what the hell we are doing, but my feelings.

in class i pretend to get what we’re all doing and i bullshit half my work and still manage to pull of a decent passing grade. and really though, its working haha. we have all these prjects that has been due and i dont think i turn 1 in yet lol. i guess i gotta start that shit soon hah.

life and feeling wise i dam near confused. i want to stay and do what the fuck i want cause i think i deserve what i might get, but on the other hand, if i keep doing what i am, will i get hurt again? in the past, the feeling became mutual, to infatuation, to love. now to… shit i dont even know? i got mad ass feelings for her and i want to let her know how i feel, but i dont want to hurt her with what i might say. yea, what i might say WONT be heart broken or anythign its just hella touchy, and might even bring a areal man into tears. but i dont know wheter i should tell her or not? i guess im just gonna have to make up my mind sooner or later, or else it might be too late…