time=effort

i dont get it. do you know see what im doing here? know matter what your deciding, im still here and for some reason, i dont think you see it. see the fact that im passing every opportunity i have at a relationship, and turning it into friendships. not just cause i still have feelings for you, but id think its wrong and i dont want to hurt you… like i promised. it pisses me off sooo fuckin bad. though we dont spend the time like we did, you still have the freetime that i have whether i gotta sneak out my house or just talk to you on the phone. do you not see that I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU SO DAMN MUCH? i dont want to sound mean or make you look bad IN ANY WAY but, it damn near fuckin kills me everyday knowing you dont feel the same, while im here still feeling the way i did when i first said those words. it hurts when you know that someone you ____ is developing feelings for someone else, while the feelings they HAD for you… well… just left i guess. and yea, i guess i do make myself sound like the vitctim all the time, but foreal… it really does hurt. ALOT… but as always, ima be standing here. like ill always be.

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