when one door closes, another opens.

lets just hope that IF this door opens, that ill be able to walk through. if not, than oh well. life is full of doors, you just have to decide to either walk in or not…

with that said, i dont know whether i should go through or not? the company is cooh, the feelings are mutual, and everything is happy. why cant i have my chance to be happy?? i was happy, i felt like nothing could come between us, but it did. and now something that i think is happy walks in, but i dont feel like taking the chance at it. at this point, its really whatever right now… its the least of my worries, but why do i seem like its something i should care about?