11/20

so during the beginning of my weekend i went into it with alot of… thoughts in my mind that it was sort of botherin me all day, at least  until i saw her and she actually made me take my mind off of it. so as the night went on, so did the feelings. never did i think i was actually going through with them… until she helped me. i told her i was feelin down, but she helped me up. i had my way of keeping every female i met out of my ora, but somehow she found her way in. i was lightweight living in the darkness again, but she was my New Moon hah…

but yess, i progressed with what i made her wait for, us..  i made my moves, and told her to be mines… and with NO DOUBT in her mind she did, happily. 11/20/09. yea it may have seemed short time notice, but we’ve been talking. A LOT and i never realized it til that second, that moment.  and i new times couldnt get any better=) but actually it did! hah… she actually met the parents(that seemed to be very interested in her) AND the family. i told myself i wouldnt do this until i knew something was forsure, it look. it was! hah. she actually watched my game and asked why i made my mistakes, and actually told me my highlights! like wtf, you actually paid THAT much attention?? haha oooh baby hah… we’ll see if she’s actually the one? back to all the damn homeowork college had assigned me! haha